You know the feeling where you get so ridiculously anxious over such little things that you just…
Sometimes I feel like it’s not real. Like I’m making it up for attention.
Like, today I crossed the street while reading a book and someone told me “Really? You’re crossing the street.”
It’s a valid comment and I really should have been looking where I was going but today was a day for reading and enjoying myself and ignoring the world around me and for relaxing and now here I am.
Still not over it.
There’s clearly something wrong.
I’m going crazy.
Time for a check in with the family doctor maybe.
I went for a 9 km run today which was really cool. Now to some of you, that may seem like a lot or really little, but for me…
For me it was perfect. It’s the best I’ve felt in a long time. This is the best I’ve felt in a long time. There will be definitely be more hour plus long runs in the future for me.
Especially before school starts. There’s a lot of tension I’d like to diffuse before I’d start school, and it’s hard when I’ve got a job dialogue to worry about.
Not that I’m complaining about having to talk about all the things I can work on whilst at work, it’s just nerve wrecking.
I feel like I should be far more nervous about school than a job dialogue. Oh well. I’m sure I’ll be alright.
But on the bright side, an hour long run today was nice, there will be yoga for me tomorrow morning and then another run on Tuesday and hopefully my papers for my dialogue will be all filled out by the end of the evening and everything I’m worried about that’s work related will be done by the end of the month.
I will be fine.
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